What I say, stays

A toy

I was just a toy to him. I was there when he was bored, when he had nothing better to and when he felt lonely. I was completely played. Yet, I would still reply to every text message he sends me. Just cause I’m that pathetic. I don’t want to lose him. Even though he has already walked out of my life. I tried hating him, but that just makes me think about him even more. I don’t, and still don’t believe he played me. You take a girl out to many dates, surprise her, pay for her and bring her to romantic places. You hold hands, kiss her and say good morning and goodnight to her everyday. Yet, you say you we’re just playing? I was just a toy you used for your entertainment, and you got bored? You really expect me to believe that? But who knows. Maybe it’s true. I was just some girl you decided to pursue just for fun. But this isn’t some game to me. You messed with my feelings. And that, made me lose so much respect for you. But sadly, you made me happy, so happy and I know, I won’t be mad for too long. And that bothers me the most.